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I feel like Andrew H......No words come to mind, just sounds and expressions. I don't like this time change thing, and supposedly it isn't as effective or efficient as it is supposed to be. So why don't we just leave it alone. I am so tired....I dread getting up tomorrow morning at 4am. Some nights I have amazing sleep. I lay down, think some pleasant thought and just drift off into a deep peaceful slumber. But nights when I have to work early I lay there and makes mental lists of all the things I need to do, and even if I fall asleep I just work through my issues. Sometimes I come up with great solutions in my sleep. But I don't want to solve the worlds problems, just sleep.

See why I don't blog Becky? I'm sure I'll do more blogging this summer. Lately I've been busy. Mondays work, school. Tuesdays work, school. Wednesdays counseling at Health Center at school, pick up Eleanor, make dinner, sometimes school, AWANA. Thursdays work, school. Fridays work, Saturdays work...children's birthday party's...etc. Sunday church, lunch, church. Yeah, I have time in between. But lately, part of working means being on the computer. So I'd rather do something, you know?

On top of that usual schedule, this week I have two interviews for internships. One with Cal Poly Pomona and one with CSULB. Also been trying to find a place to live. And doing scholarship applications. Did I mention I have 3 positions at work now, so I've been training.

As many of you know, all those things are easy compared to parenting. That's been my biggest battle lately. I feel more inadequate than ever before.

Guess you could say I could use some prayer.

Surprisingly, I'm doing pretty alright. I've got amazing friends and family who support me in so many ways. God continues to renew my faith and spirit. He is patient and forgiving. Working in a children's hospital, I see how drastically different life could be. I've got my health. Yeah, my kid beats me up, but in between she and I have some great times together. I'm almost done with school. Life is beautiful.