Friends are Fantastic!

First of all, I know it is 2am, but I've only just begun! Thanks for trying Raylene, but I'm gonna be up awhile. I have so much to say. I am so glad that you came up to visit.

Knott's was freakin cool, except for Ghost Rider. What were you thinking Paul? I said scary, not painful. But, nice job on the sign for that other rad ride. Or rather, way to go on being the sign monkey for the company that made that sign. They, I mean you, are awesome.

And Aura, it's funny how the simplest little email just made my day.

That goes for you too Kristen. Very sneaky how you made me read that whole blog wondering how you would describe me. I'm glad we are becoming better friends also.

Brendon, you and I are gonna need to have a talk.....was that scary enough? I haven't chatted with you in ages. And this morning didn't count.

Thanks for the prayers. Last night before bed I had a great cry on my knees. Can't say I slept well really, but at least I put myself in a place where God could speak to me. It's amazing how much forgiveness He has. I was writing to a friend yesterday how discouraged I get sometimes over the fact that everyday seems to be a struggle. I hate the idea that the old sin nature will always be a part of me. What this really means is I am lazy and tired and I don't want to be obedient. I want God to do all the work. I'm working on my attitude though. Reading the Bible everyday has helped a great deal in this area. I finished Genesis a few days ago. Couldn't decide what to read next but I felt led to check out Titus since many of you are studying it. For such a small book it sure is packed full of "rich and tasty" stuff. God is showing me so much. At first many of these intentional acts of obedience, like listening to christian music and giving up some sinful things, seemed hard to swing. It's weird now how I feel like I couldn't live any other way. I want to praise God with songs all day long. Those old sinful habits make me sick. Reading the Bible and praying are like a precious treasure. Everyday I discover something fantastic.

Alright, I am exhausted. See many of you tomorrow. Goodnight!